it rained.
i sat at the bus stop.
my heart was not complaining.
that was 915am.
church's at 930am.
but the rain was too heavy.
i thought of what anna said, that it seems its going to rain heavily at her house.

i was looking at the rain.
falling from the shelter of the bus stop.
i remember giraffe's video, one scene of the kampung.
the kampung papa drove us to.
i thought of bao's heart for people, how she once felt very cold and wondered about people without homes.
i am so lucky to be sheltered.
both literally and emotionally.

then my fave friend's bro alighted.
we quietly walk to the audi.
my fave friend called my name.
and gave me a gift, which i love alot.
i felt so cold and my sunday school teacher asked if i needed her jacket.
i shook my head because she needs it.

then my ribbon friend, the quiet ribbon that strongly ties gift of love sat beside me.
i felt once again more deeper how God knows everything.
the two of us have not sat together for very long.

my sunday school teacher patted my knee
she encourages me to keep going just by a nice little pat.
the cute fun loving uncle three chairs away called my name
and i feel like smiling.
through the tears.

fave friend's brother agreed to help do newsletter.
God works in people.
i understand what U.sonny heart a lil more,
that it's heartwarming to see growth in people.
cg has been ongoing for four plus years.
he has seen them matured.


this star is losing her glow.
she needs to return to the source.

one day someday she will be fine.